MIDNIGHT BLUE

(A note from the protagonist- I don’t think that I’ll be able to write today and it’s skeptic to see where the experiment is going as there were certain jeopardy in the previous article, the juggling between I and he was evident yesterday, slowly but rapidly I could see I escalating over the narrator, draining all the hopes and preparations for the day, depriving a deserved smile, as I is devastating and painful to look over I’ll try the extent I can go and will see how much progress the experiment has really been) Today I don’t have much to write as it was a pretty dull day a morbid one for sure and very less too take out as if the nectar has magically disappeared, the problem of element x could be felt uprising today however when I see Kshitij now he just doesn’t take much interest and the same could have been seen declining from the counterpart according to the theory and algorithms of the care he once received, mind was trciked suppossing to see a sense of fear and affect...

Ever wondered that why we keep reflecting on our childhood thinking how beautiful it was and how much we enjoyed it like we never wanted to grow up but trust me I do understand what you intend yet I always wanted to grow up and be independent. I always wanted to explore and keep exploring however that doesn't mean that I don’t cherish my childhood memories, although there’s a truth rather a question that we never ask... why we only remember only good recollections of our childhood? only the pleasant ones, ask yourself that maybe even in the darkest time when we have nothing we scratch those balmy strings. You know why? .....because they were surreal we were surreal no tiffs no quarrels no hostile just pure emotions where even nothingness was a luxury. It has become a routine now for Kshitij he wakes late rather say very late embracing the cuddle of the blanket and giving away at pity 11.30, got dressed early though old habits do die hard as I see. Today there was a slight c...

Today’s day was quite interesting. I’ll say it has certain twists and turns and for a second it even challenged nothingness it was a beautiful sight to see a man getting energized and focused running derived by the power of purpose. I saw Kshitij waking up lingering again as I feared he did put his alarm at the stipulated 9.30 but the mind has found a comfort zone of its own. Once I have read somewhere that mind is a very powerful machine and there is a thing called the law of attraction, testing it. It says that if you’ll desire something with all your concentration and focus then there are chances that destiny will drive you to meet it where the same book also suggested that there are two epitomes or rather say windows to encourage that thought. * First is the morning just after sleep * Secondly being the night just before sleep The two fragile windows when your mind is not completely conscious, and it lets the fabled idea to dwell into subconscious the creator of all unse...

Dear Moavi I know we are talking and now that we have begun let’s play a game a different one and I would like to continue this experiment for a week long. I hope that my laziness doesn’t take over and I could keep up like I have decided today. Now coming to the point the game is pretty simple I would continue writing our rendezvous or my journal cum diary for one straight week except there’s a catch and a pretty simple one indeed. Have you ever wondered that when we pass someone when we talk with someone we start wondering that what possibly they could be thinking about us and we continue making assumptions that maybe this maybe she liked my new haircut maybe they were thinking what an attractive color my shirt possesses. Ya you know what I mean and it does feel great when their thoughts and our contemplations match, it’s a proud feeling. So I have decided to do the same but here the transmitter and the receiver or they and I are both me in the following co...

Dear friends, colleagues and fellow readers. I was in a complete dilemma when I have to choose among a never-ending column of a student or to choose a complex and avid word of working professional, then guess for now I’ll talk to you as a profile of both….The journey from one milestone to other is different long and fierce but sometimes all you have to do is be patient and yes patience teaches you a lot of things and in this varying transition sometimes you may not like what you have received or maybe it can be too early to judge it. Yes, give it time and have a clear goal of your door to happiness as happiness can be anywhere or it’s just nowhere. After the completion of 12th there are several options and opinions where you want to go or where you want’s the rest of your life to see yourself or maybe you just didn’t know and that was the case with me. I was seeing people and my cousins excelling in their life and cherishing a broad smile, that’s I ever wanted to earn, live and smi...

Meet the raging Riverdale Slowly and slowly under the delusional city, do mind your steps As I depart, my soul prepares to melt Balmy day and crisscrossed legs Defensive my body... Mind ready to attack Leaving all your wounds open to bleed, flesh decaying in a single breathe Dear you're cruel, wrath like a bud in spring A miracle ready to expand... Layers of multiverse So kind and fresh I miss you Riverdale I miss our rendezvous with your fingers aflame Warning others of our forgotten presence Your broad chest protecting me A naive smile reserved... Like a sacrificial lamb My Riverdale my one and only Go explore win and conquer the trust of rebellious tears Tiny drops singing the hymns of your victory in no man's land My Riverdale my hope and prayers My envious gift my unwilling smile ready to flourish in bliss Push me from the height of my fears on the edge Promise I'll no longer dwell Bring me closer to you, closer to a meaningful death A cinema missing it's "t...