MIDNIGHT BLUE

As I slid my face below the curtains Placing the timid head to be bestowed upon your light I realized.. I'm awake I'm alive and I'm conscious  I think I feel and I remember your presence  I admire I dream I wish to crawl and sneak Seldom I find myself dwelled into deep thoughts As I see you dive into slumber.. Searching for the reasons to smile Washed into the splendour of numbness  Where it echoes and where it's you, me and the moon rising through foreign eyes Kind and unkind.. Loving and unloving  Detached and absorbed  Absolutely perfect like your emotions  I me and the lonely sky No stars to twinkle.. No dawn no dusk.. Just the twilight  Cold breeze.. Empty nights, a long walk  Listening to Moon rise Our song and you, my beauty my creation Moon rise a burden of unrequited dreams Moon rise a goodbye you made me feel  As I slide my face below the curtains Placing the timid head to be bestowed upon your light  Have I seen enough sufferi...

Where are you....My absence my void My pain and my desire to survive My melancholy and my lament cries Where are you the dark nights the dejected moon and the emplty skies Cold winds and shivering winter of autumn slides Tired legs and barren land embracing with goodbyes Where are you...Pounding heart on the bridge of stroke and a will that already died Intimidating the fragile and the shy I never was and never will be the one giggling the one smiling and the one injected with joy No more closed spaces no more enclosure...Rescue me from this plague of the free mind Lap of happiness is not my comfort The shiny broad daylight scares every inch of mine What that remains...is torn clothes and the cracked glass of Zinfandel wine The profound beauty is a sea It's sharp and pointed..yet over that pain, I want to stroll with time Your memory is sad..It's shattered and vandalized Yet it's precisely where I want to stay and confine Closing the doors for brightness r...