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I'm tired till the extent of loneliness 
I cuddle myself in the vicinity of emptiness feeling your presence
I lifted pen today the best friend of hard times I had
But why today I smell perish, why today demise holds the essence 
Have I lost trust on myself as my belief on disbelief has escalated 
Why now I fear the sense of unitedness
I don't share publicly, I don't shout, I love you in million ways
For what even love is, expect a sweet feeling bound to come and go away
I don't believe in sharing, I like to keep this feeling imbibed to myself 
Yet you shared different tracks
Pushing and grinding to dwell on the wheel of future
I always rush loosing in the amiable bed of present 
Should I be stubborn here or should I leap in the pseudo world of your tenderness 
You know.. You are the perfect antonym of all the synonyms I ever craved 
In that case I loved you but you.. Why you created the ripples more than I could ever reciprocate
We shared promises will you be mine forever you enquired 
I kept saying yes.. Knowing forever is the second name of change 
Everything won't be same, there can never be a constant 
Life told and taught a lot yet you always refused to accept 
I admire to turn your eyes into fervour and fiercely tensed 
They're the best to kiss, the little naive and frightened eyelids 
The lighthouse of all lost & confused comforter of false prays
I cherish the present I get lost in your ephemeral dwindling fragrance of longingness 
Still why the detached I today found to be shattered and estranged 

ErrorError apart from our last fight everything was a misunderstanding as you said 
ErrorError I was yours forever never expecting you to be mine always 

By - Kshitij Sinha 
5/12/2017

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  1. ركن كلين30 December 2017 at 11:33


    لنظافة شيئا ضروريا وخاصة عند تواجد اطفال صغار يخشي عليهم من الاتربة افضل شركة تنظيف فلل بالرياض تقدم لكم افضل خدمة تنظيف الفلل الجديده و المفروشة، تتميز بوجود عمالة على اعلى مستوى من الخبرة والعمل والامانة .

    شركة تنظيف خزانات بالرياض هى من اعرق الشركات في عمليات تنظيف خزانات ونسعى بإستمرار لإبتكار أفكار ورؤى جديدة لمساعدة عملاؤنا على تميزهم وتحقيق أهداف صحيه متكاملة للفرد والمجتمع بفريق احترافي متميز يعمل وفق خطط منتظمة وسلوكيات عالية الكفاءة وبأعلى احترافيه ممكنه للوصول الى الراحة المطلوبه للعميل.

    شركة تنظيف وصيانة مسابح بالرياض فتنظيف المسبح شيئ مهم جدا اما عم الارضيات فنجدها في بعض الاحيان تحتوي على فراغات و شروخ و بعض الكسور التي لا تعطي الارض شكلها المطلوب بالاضافه الى ان ذلك يصعب عملية التنظيف و يجعلها شبه مستحيله ، فما علينا سوى اصلاح تلك الكسور ثم الاعتناء بالارضيات و يفضل عزلها قبل وضع المياه داخل المسبح حتى يكون نظيفا حول الارضيه مما يساعد على عمليات التنظيف .

    كما نقدم لكم خدمات افضل شركة تسليك مجارى بالرياض بافضل الاسعار واحسن الخدمات اضافه الى ذلك شفط البيارات وتنظيف لها .










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