MIDNIGHT BLUE

Just suddenly felt the necessity of a friend, Just suddenly desired to talk with someone Just suddenly I craved to know myself, Just suddenly felt like a stranger I never knew Me…am'I? I used to be a body filled with overflowing emotions You who masqueraded in the veil of kind, you who pushed me to the edge You who planted the infringing false ideas to express To leave my stable ambiguity, exposed to a world I always refushed to be seen You promised it'll be all okay, the indubitable lie and I persuaded Precisely like a newborn child, my age is reversed no more mature and poise One with soft fingers yet this time being capable to the sense of warmth and cold Tiny paws too lament to walk, still a memory of lifetime I adore Guilt kept motivating me to crawl, crawl and keep moving Naked and shameless crying voluntarily, this time not to seek attention This time I was the attention Like everyone else I wasn’t blessed with the gift called parents to h...

I have been like that always uncertain and unprecedent Yet so stable to be described as nobody They have seen my face, I doubt if they know my name I seldom converse with them in the end Not the long Nor even the small talk Making sure they don't forget my existence By being in the shadow, to see the specimen in it's crescent natural form I hunt there behaviour, I analyze the mask and I tarnish its presence There's no one i'm close to, nor the reverse works in my case You may think I'm just a number, making this world a crowded place One without a purpose, supporting actor at the station of sideways Do you ever questioned how I feels?  Do you ever bet among yourselves, that how weak I'm socially?  Will I approach that girl, or will walk away with shame?  Does people like me have friends?  Is there anyone who ever understands?  Haven't your prejudice already turned me into a psychopath Or what about a stalker at it's best??  What are the...

The darling sun today you shined and dear you have lured after a pretty long time Bare is my body and bare is my soul My nakedness doesn't feel cold here, neither I shiver under the vicinity of your radiant memories Peek your wisdom on my lonesome and parted eyes Today I stand to beg for your mercy, my beloved unkind Glare deep & deep till you get lost, disappeared under the seldom-told tales The one I never recite, ballet of dark and bright I kept losing my myriad admirers, sting me with the bite of your formidable desires Weren't we open books, you & I Let's today take a pause let's place our bookmarks Underneath your broad welcoming chest, today let me cry Forgive me for showering my love, forgive me for falling into your blunt smiles Sorry that I dived in your words, sorry that I drowned in your ink My body just a misfired creation of divine... Forgive me for  forgetting the vicious feelings  The feelings called emotions injected in th...