The kite and plane theory
From childhood i have a fantasy for remote control gadgets like its mine incomplete childhood fantasy i always wanted one but never had, once I rebled and finally got one like a child also has its own methods and that's the time when you first have encounter with self harm a perfect way to get things and to make you believe it's self harm which can be your friend in despair weather in reality it's the opposite it's a way to seek attention to make yourself and your feelings known searching for sympathy and i do understand that in my own way, so I was extremely happy and elated to have it like owning a private island and being the only pirate, but my happiness didn't lasted long it vanished with the arrival of my cousin brother I was told you're elder but being me i wasn't easy to convince yet even after my disapproval it was gifted i felt like losing the love to know i was never the lover but things never stop they keep moving i vowed then never to talk wit...
