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Why do people drink?

 Why do people drink? As I snug my ciggarate tightly between my fingers filled with all but emotions in the lowest brink of anxiety stress depression or just emptiness trying to find the words to understand what went wrong question why it went wrong how it could have been different and when I'll just get up and run as  I always do...staring at the empty dried up lake the distance of barren thoughts dreams aspirations and desires gazing at the skyscappers peering deep in my eyes reflecting and competing among themselves who is taller who is brighter which one among us will pitch for a higher dollar and which one among us is better to sell the viivd abstract of a dream...Dreams of a better life dreams of a world where it's you your perfect car your perfect family the pretty wife and the adorable kids only to realize that a feet left and a feet right you'll find someone else with a better car a better perfect family with a golden retriever jumping in it's own pool a wife n...