MIDNIGHT BLUE

Our last meeting has turned my world upside down It has washed all my prejudice and it had made me question my existence To be or not to be...What have I found and what have I lost I had really forgotten how she looked until I saw her again then again and again...A second before the second and a second after the second Intertwined in the polaroids of dreams...Soon I'll be revolving in the orbits of both known and unknown  An escape velocity of monochromes in the waves...Ripples of past imperfections and a shattering existence Indeed the old settling vibrations will take over, my walls will be raised and the path to castle will be erased  Sooner than soon there will be peace...Sooner than soon will there ever be peace? Our last meeting makes me contemplate and question What was this sudden upsurge, this vivid enunciation of emotions amidst the whirlpool of numbness The vortex amalgamated with annihilation, suffocation and freedom Wasn't it new, Wasn't it beautiful and Is it ...

Dear Moavi, I am in love...A love I never was capable of and a love I'll never harbor in my life Dear Moavi, I'm in pain, pain to realize there's an endless ocean of pain that I reside and Pain to know she'll never be mine In this letter, I have come to pen down today...In the mourning of my heart where I want your shade of warmth Why this unfathomable loneliness...Why this puzzle of intertwined emotions I couldn't comprehend Is this person really me? Dear Moavi, help me escape my mind...It demands mutiny  To hold her hands to kiss on her forehead to keep peering at her radiant face and to spread my arms to enclose all of her  To battle to die to be reborn and to count the breaths of lifetime  I know it's her, the one I always looked for the one I waited and waited for yet why I couldn't find her earlier I'll be moving away Dear, Wasn't that the point...To experience loneliness despair helplessness and to understand melancholy as it is... I never hav...