MIDNIGHT BLUE

 There's a winding road that there's a darkness that surrounds Let's bygones be bygones and let's wait till another holocaust  It turns in ambiguity and ephemeral is the abyss The path leads to you and the path is incessant   You lived a life I wished for and you lived it without me A life where you smiled and darling you have smiled after myriad rhymes The shades of pastel and a caress with blue nail paints A canvas of shivering old pages and the smell of chamomile boiling from ages In midway, I stand...Midway the windup bird chronicles Afrodasicac...Cheers to Bon Appetite The droplets, The river, and the fall A shelter under chaos, even the sky isn't the same for either you or I We stay together coupled under clockwork...You talk and I listen  The more I seek the more lost I found Amidst the rain of emotions, it's the seclusion where I hide To embrace...To hold you dwelled in a singular time You lived a life and you had nothing to hide Who am I to you...I live...

 I see you with my eyes wide open The numbness the calmness and the echo that follows The drizzle and the mist...The walks and the empty hollows It's dark amidst this chaos albeit in the end...I witnessed the reflection alone I don't have the answers even the questions are shattered I see a me fading away and the rest following...Was I good? Was I atleast a good human even if for a second was I lively as your jovial smile Was I better or just another broken tableau I hear the wind sing and I chose to be strangled as the water broke It wasn't you it was me...I want you to have me remembered as your firstborn I was your child; Indeed I was their clementine  I saw the world...Imbided in the comfort of your womb, I caressed the twin With joy and elation...I chose to live, the only thing I asked and the only thing I could ever want Yet... As truthful as the door ajar I was born and unborn In a glimpse, in a flash in a flicker I saw and unsaw, I learned and I unlearned I felt and...