MIDNIGHT BLUE

Dear Moavi I'm writing this to you for a sense of belongingness, for a sense of togetherness and for a sense of ownness, life isn't easy and yet it's a complete challenge to thrive in it again and again as everyday is just passing by like a fragment of sand that is just slipping again and again from my hands the more I try to hold it the more it escapes from my continuity as if it's dejecting me the waves which were the blankets of my cold winter nights are not just accepting me anymore instead it's choking me, like they have poured all there love in this force and strangling me is the only solution they have found to escape this vortex. Sometimes I feel like a bird with a huge wingspan still easiest to spread them and loving to flap them again and again, again and again unless and until the only thing that's visible to me is that never ending horizon, even the tiniest idea lits me. It's becoming very hard for me to write now, like every single word is ...

Oh dear sparrow fly high as you can Don't let the falcon steal your horizon You're mine and you'll be mine...I do assure you that I assure you the warmth of love and affection A melody of wings flattering till it's extent Sprinkling stardust just like the pure reflection you have Don't stop keep moving ahead and ahead Your claws were never meant to harm Precisely hold the tenderest heart that I possess Hit by gust they have only fallen It's okay I never expect height anyways Oh dear sparrow you have always compromised Loosened your feathers...Shyly and joyous you left my sight Chasing the freedom I failed to provide Come let's enjoy the roller coaster ride Where I'll be the sunflower and you the moon Calm & peaceful mischevious and skillful A reflection of my master's sight An epitome of what he could never be...Gentle and kind Oh dear sparrow fly as high as you can For me, there will be another rise and another set Everythi...

Last night you came into my dreams, I don’t know the extent till which it’ll stay true yet there you were an intruder not any random passerbyer you were there for scrutiny I could sense you looking at me again and again gazing at me like a shadow flickering over and over me and still there I was not knowing what to do with you, can’t look at you can’t hold you can’t come even a step closer to you maybe in reality the things could have been different yet in dream I hold no control, I do appreciate your choice for our adultrated rendezvous, it’s been months since we broke up yet it feels a whole eternity engulfed in wine, I was feeling high and elated though all in wrong ways, I just just don’t wanted to ever look at you again. It was a new journey for me and it all started very well the first love the sacred first love yet was I ever in love I do question that. Reality changes and worlds keep changing there phases in this poised land and there I am repeating again and again trapped i...

Lynette your silence is heavy It's a burden...So light that I'm dying underneath You said it correctly and that's all it is A leap of faith...battling with the timid me It's so numb here Lynette, it doesn't provide me peace Not anymore Not among the quietness where I'm me and no one else Like turbulence, it has shaken me...It has broken & shattered In fragments, the pages of our memoirs flicker in front of me Those vibrant eyes, those hopes and a bit of smile The affection of closeness & that first touch of the divine You were different and so was I Forever just feels like a word.....Your silence that's all I hear anyways Lynette your emptiness has left a void.....It's hollow and it echoes Like a wind passing over an abandoned bottle...Aged wine, a jewel it once possessed It stays in its own...Still, to me, it spoke It sang for the dejected brothers My dear Lynette I hear the joy in it...It tickles and I laugh Like a kid stroll...

Remember just before doing anything.. Just once think about me And I'll stay Don't get influenced by someone And don't be someone you're not.. And I'll stay You don't need to hide.. It's okay darling open up and express I was there and maybe I'll stay We met we talk we fell.. You left and the mirage kept me captived It's dark in here.. It's high and the vertigo has illuminated the pathways I may drown soon.. Whisper your last words As in the rhyme.. I and always i'll stay By- Kshitij Sinha 6/3/ 2019