MIDNIGHT BLUE

The home so closed by mine is to yours Hearts so far and distant mine is to yours My windows the culprit and victim, why static is your smile? Isn't it strange what Lucidity could hide Again the melodies of jingle screeched, a false memory under the spreading massacre I sold you and you sold me Sometimes I peek, fearing I fantasize the untold glimpse Easy to reciprocate what you have been tamed for ages How little is little? Guess why you left the question unanswered? Forgetting who was I, an unwelcomed spectator The neighbor of your cries, the nurturer of your broken soul See it's the full moon night, today again the harsh hands will gamble in shadows Yes I know you were abused and yes I precisely knew when you were beaten Dear it hurt me too, preserve my condolences What about praying for your tributes? Tributes for the burning tributaries carved on your bare skin The physical you corroded in parched acid The sensitive me couldn't touch the randomnes...

How're you?? I always wondered what will you reply Knowing want a man wants, you know who he is and how to move him I survive on pain, why just why would I starve Don't forget We are parallel lines, always together Destined to meet, till infinity my hunger will reside The game you won precisely when you lost miss foreseen Zero sum game undoubtedly defeat is the only thing you expect Wild decisions in the wildest dreams meant only to annihilate Reduced to nothing the glass I created for myself Good you went, better you played, best you let the dice float Control is an illusion the only probability you'll ever had Numbers of delusion the insomniac dwelled under the thrill of suspense Myriad patterns, defined algebra & the impromptu speech Masqueraded as the extempore which took filigree of lifetime to fake The honeycomb where every randomness is something you already prepared Do you dare stay out? or do you go in? Right or left up or below to proceed or not? Maybe thr...

Feels like pouring yourself underneath the deep blue sky A numb and fragile splash, one I never imagined and one I never expected An everlasting promise to get lost, once and forever into foreseen To rest on the cradle of introspection, Pushed by the lament cries Elevate me high all of a sudden make me feel alive Do question on the hues of autumn As the leaves diverge, let's disperse the memoir freed from mankind Never ever I have held so deeply at once Attached to all but detached from myself So still..yet present in this ambiguous world Whatever is on my mind today I'll say it, chorus that's how I feel it Today I'm truthful to myself, I'm young and I'm old I have been borrowed and I have been sold Just choked and strangled by the web of unknown Air is no longer required to breathe, captivated my soul empty and numb Like a wild fish jumping into sparkling water Ocean of delusion without any boundation to reality Fiction is my bibliography lo...