Like a shadow

Have I ever loved you? Will I ever love you? Do tell weather it was mutual or unrequited A sweet feeling bound to come and go away Pilgrimage to blind Like a symbolism as you said A vague nebulous in creation an ancient mariner in beginning Your blood is crimson, so the warmth there pattern contains I can't control the demon, it's thirst that resides in my veins Atrocious, malignant and cruel but what other alternatives do I have How hard is it to wait The pressure on mind and the burden that heart craves Hammer constantly strikes and the nail patiently awaits Was there tolerance in our relation I'll let the misunderstandings explain Sometimes I was just but mostly you were unfair Engraved on the walls of memory It's only a masquerading past that sustained Lost the soul in pursuit of happiness Now all the antonyms run the stage Answer me my love, why now silent you remain Do explain that last look in your eyes Was I always a victim or a gift...